Still Broken Down......

 

 

2 Corinthians 4:8-10 8 We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10 We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.

Well, for those that are curious... we did sign a 12 month lease on Friday 8/1 at 430pm, in the nick of time before having to be out on 8/2.   The new place is clean and new but there is no excitement about it.  This is not the place we hoped for and definitely not destiny.  

Ken and I felt this was the hardest move of all.  Every other move, God did it.   We felt Him in it. We knew He was in it.  There was none of that this time.  There is no Yeah God did it!   There is no joy in it.  The warfare was INTENSE!   This place is a duplex so we have close neighbors in which I hear talking through the walls until midnight most nights.  I hear them walking down their hallway.  I hear them shutting doors.  Heck I even know what they are cooking.   So that means they hear us too!   We share a driveway so parking is quite difficult.  They have 3 cars.  We have 3 cars if you count Ken's work truck.  The rent is higher and we had to rent a storage unit. The refrigerator is apartment size, the stove is old despite being a new home.  Things boil on setting 1.    The home is 500 square foot smaller than what we had and now only 1 car garage vs 2.  Our garage is floor to ceiling boxes and 1 bedroom is as well.   We won't be able to host our home group anymore.   Heck, having company over might even be a challenge.  Probably 40-50% of our belongings went into storage and finding what we do need is like a needle in a haystack.  

  

I felt the Lord said this would be short-lived but we'll see.   He told me that in May when I started private chef'ing for a lady and it was short-lived.   So maybe I'm hearing, maybe I'm not.  We'll see.   It's pretty easy to second guess and doubt what God is saying when things don't line up.  

Ken is working this entire weekend to help with expenses.  The move in expense was way more than we had and all the incidentals - like having to buy a washer and dryer, a portable air conditioner, floor rugs and more.  We do not like debt but here we are.  I am trying to find some part-time remote work to help as well.   

I have to say God knew that I was breaking down on every level.  Last Saturday, the day of moving, we had a great crew helping us.  We went from 630am-630pm non stop!   And I had probably over 100 unsolicited texts and calls of people saying they were praying and having their friends pray.   For the first time in my journey with the Lord, I was almost ready to walk away.   I'm still not in a good place, but better than Saturday.   I have nothing in me.  I'm exhausted.  I'm soul tired.  I'm past the point of weary.   I am overwhelmed at the tasks before me and thankful for a few friends lending me a hand.    I am stressed about how we will manage finanically.   

I had a dream that was pretty revealing.   The dream:  Ken and I were at an abortion clinic.  I told the nurse that I was afraid of the procedure and she said, I'd be fine and so did Ken.  Just then the doctor yelling from the other room said hurry up and get her ready, let's get this done.  Something in my spirit (in the dream) felt off, so I changed my mind and didn't get the abortion.  I had no emotion - no happiness that I didn't abort and no happiness if I did.  Just numb and lifeless.  End of dream.      

What I feel the Lord spoke to me when I woke up was that the enemy has been working hard to get Ken and I to abort the vision because of delay after delay and nothing happening in the natural.  And the blog I wrote previously talking about surrendering the vision.  That I feel now was not from the Lord.  He does not want us to lay this down and give up on it.  But everything in our flesh is screaming why bother anymore.   I was even at the point one morning telling God "everything is futile"  Just like Solomon saying it.  What's the use.   And I said the promises in His Word must be yes and amen in eternity, not here on earth.   Do you see how "hope deferred" I am?  Ken too.  

We don't know how or when God will do it, but He is asking us to trust and hold on and still believe.    

I know there are people way worse off than we are and I have been expressing my gratitude in between tears.  And maybe I sound like I'm complaining....but that's sadly where I am right now.  When you go through a very long and never ending season of pain, sleepless nights, lack, hope deferred and more, you'll understand that this is completely normal.    I'm sure I'll come through..... but sometimes it's a process.  

Doing my best to praise Him.... Here's a song that resonates all too well - Shackles!  https://youtu.be/V7eZD3TKn_M?feature=shared

 

"Shackles (Praise You)"

[Warryn Campbell:]
Whew, it sure is hot out here, you know
I don't mind, though
I'm just glad to be free, you know what I'm saying?
Uh

[Mary Mary (Warryn Campbell):]
Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise You (What you wanna do?)
I just wanna praise You (Yeah, yeah)
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands (Feel me?)
And I'm gonna praise You (What you gon' do?)
I'm gonna praise You

[Erica:]
In the corners of my mind, I just can't seem to find
A reason to believe that I can break free
'Cause you see, I have been
Down for so long, feel like all hope was gone
But as I lift my hands, I understand
That I should praise You through my circumstance

[Mary Mary:]
Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance (So I can dance)
I just wanna praise You (Just wanna praise You)
I just wanna praise You (Just wanna praise You)
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands (I can lift my hands)
And I'm gonna praise You
I'm gonna praise You

[Tina:]
Everything that could go wrong
All went wrong at one time
So much pressure fell on me
I thought I was gon' lose my mind
But, I know You wanna see
If I will hold on through these trials
But I need You to lift this load
'Cause I can't take it no more

[Mary Mary:]
Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance (So I can dance)
I just wanna praise You (Woo)
I just wanna praise You (Yeah, hey)
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands (Woo, yeah-yeah)
And I'm gonna praise You (I'm gonna)
I'm gonna praise You (I'm gonna, I'm gonna praise You)

Been through the fire and the rain
Bound in every kind of way
But God has broken every chain
So let me go right now

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance (So I can dance y'all)
I just wanna praise You (Ooh)
I just wanna praise You (I wanna praise You)
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands (I can lift my hands)
And I'm gonna praise You (Praise You)
I'm gonna praise You (Praise You, praise You, yeah)

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance ('Cause I just wanna)
I just wanna praise You ('Cause I just wanna)
I just wanna praise You (Yeah, yeah)
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands (I can lift my hands)
And I'm gonna praise You (Praise You)
I'm gonna praise You (Yeah, come on, dance with me)

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance (I just wanna praise You)
I just wanna praise You ('Cause I'm free tonight)
I just wanna praise You (Yes, I'm free, yeah)
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands (I can lift my hands)
And I'm gonna praise You (Yeah)
I'm gonna praise You (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Warryn Campbell (Mary Mary):]
Take 'em off, take 'em off
What you gonna do?
Yeah, yeah
(You broke the chains now I can lift my hands)
Broke all the chains 
(And I'm gonna praise You)
What you gonna do?
(I'm gonna praise You)
What you gonna do?

A friend sent this video to me - this verse Malachi 4:2 is the very first verse God gave me in 2002....  and hoping now that this prophetic word is legit for August - 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDTe7hgrgLs

If you feel led to pray, please pray for our hearts.  Pray for provision to come forth - open door for me to have some remote work that pays well.   Pray for strength and energy for both of us.  We are completely wiped out.   Please pray for sleep - neither one of us really getting much.   Please pray for healing - pain levels extreme - Ken too!   Thank you! 

Hugs, love and prayers.

Ken & Michele Cole 

michele@wantinsight.com

Here are ways you can give if you feel led:

1.  Non tax deductible donations can be made to:

     Ken & Michele Cole, 215 Tyra Lea Lane, Unit A, Hamilton, MT 59840  (preferable as the options below will tax us) 

     This is the only way currently we can use funds for our personal needs at this time.  or through 

Paypal - paypal.me/micheleacole 

Venmo- @Michele-Cole-20

Cashapp - cash.app/$micheleacole2019     

2.  Tax deductible options:

     Checks payable to Sonlit Fields, 103 Geneva Ave, Hamilton, MT 59840

     This goes into our ministry account to be used for outreach and saving towards our vision.

     Donor Fund - The Signatry - Ken & Michele Cole - listed under Want InSight Fund.

     7171 W 95th Street, Suite 501, Overland Park, KS 66212

     Phone 913 310 0279

     www.thesignatry,com

     This is an option to keep gifts anonymous - again for outreach and savings toward our vision.

Vision

God has given us a vision to build a retreat property along with ministry equipping center.  

The retreat portion of our ministry is to provide a safe place for pastors, lay leaders & other ministry folks to come and be refreshed & encouraged through prophetic ministry (if wanted).  We will offer private cabins with kitchens & full bathrooms, and plenty of places to roam on the property to get quiet with the Lord. 

We will offer other specialty retreats - marriage, healing, prophetic teaching & activating people into the world & health and wellness retreats and more.  

The Lord has graced us with the desire to come alongside the Church - to bring healing, deliverance & freedom to new/newer believers.  We are not wanting to replace their church, but better help them be ready to serve in their church. 

In our community building - we will eventually have a 24/7 prayer room, healing & prophetic rooms and a place for community worship services for those on the property.  

Our passion is to minister to a lost & hurting world.   To equip the saints to do the same and to be a blessing to our community and surrounding areas.  Our hopes are that we can pour out God's love in a mighty way to bring more and more souls into the Kingdom, get them discipled, called into their purpose & destiny and released to do God's business!!!!  We also have a passion to give generously to help those in need and to help others launch into their God given destinies.   

 

The Goodness of God!

 I would have lost heart, unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Psalm 27:13 

God is good, isn't He.  I want to thank you for those that responded to my previous blog (part of listed again below).  

This past week, the Lord has been speaking to me that He will bless the work of my hands.   At first, I was like, but what do I do with my hands that you can bless.  I'm kind of a literal person.  Well, duh.  He said when you write, when you blog, when you type, when you post to social media, when you cook for others, when you lay hands and pray for others, I will bless that.   This morning, He said, blog again and let others know what I am doing for you.  He wants you to know that the prayers you have been praying are being answered.  He is a good God.

1.  Back to Thrive Life - when the Lord told me to start doing this again in October, I agreed. I knew in my gut it was time.   I really am amazed at how many people are getting prepared for what may be pretty bad food shortages and hyper inflation on food, gas and other things.  I just read this - large food distributor burns down https://www.columbiagorgenews.com/fire-destroys-azure-standard-headquarter-facility/article_7df4657c-c03e-11ec-a8c2-5f88e266c6db.html

This past month or so, the Lord has brought me a few customers/consultants that are stocking up big time... by that I mean, one has spent $23,000 already.  Freeze dried food companies are barely keeping up.  So much product going in and out of stock.   That should concern you some and also encourage you to prepare.   Because of the increase in sales,  I have moved up the ranks 4 levels this month alone and am soooooo close to the next level.  (That happened literally overnight and I was so in awe of what God did, I cried tears of JOY - experiencing His goodness.    Totally unexpected!!!  And if that wasn't enough, one of the corporate employees messaged me this week and said that I was on target for the annual getaway trip.   I've heard of it, but definitely it wasn't in view or a goal.   So I checked into the trip.  It is 5 days and 4 nights in Cancun at https://www.barcelo.com/en-us/    - It includes hotel, flights, 3 meals a day at six 5 star restaurants and incredible sandy beaches.   Ken and I have been praying for a vacation for some time.  The last one we had was in 2010!!!    This would be amazing!    I feel like the Lord is telling me He will bless my hands and help us to get there!  We will see.   I only need $4500 in sales in April to reach the next goal.... 

My heart is not to beat people over the heads to buy, but to educate and help them make good choices for themselves and their family.  If the blessings come, all credit to God.   Let me give you an example this week.  A consultant of mine ordered around $9300 in food.  When I saw her order, it showed Retail and she paid over $600 in shipping.   So I called her and long story short, we called customer service together, changed it over to Monthly Delivery so she was able to save 15% and got FREE shipping.  God blessed me by helping her -she increased her food order to over $10,000.      

2.  Thank you to those who felt led to sow into us.  Your support helped us with a chunk of our tax bill.  It brought me to tears again.   I am so emotional lately with God's love and goodness.  Even know things aren't completely where I want them to be, I am seeing His hand and heart!

3.  And for those that have been praying for my healing.... it's coming.   I am seeing some improvement in the pain I've had in my back for almost 3 years now.  It seems like morning to late afternoon, the pain is quite tolerable... and then by early evening until bed, the pain creeps up.   I am thankful for any and all reprieve.  I've dealt with pain and health issues for 38 years now and I am extra worn out.   Sleep is better than 2-4 hours and yet still asking God for more consistent and continuous sleep.  It takes a while to fall asleep and I wake up often leaving me exhausted.  But the good news - there is improvement and God is working hard to bring me into healing!  I feel it!   I have also been using red light therapy - which I feel the Lord led me to - it can actually heal at a cellular level.  I've been doing this 3-5x a week for a few months - that may be the improvements I am seeing.  I think so! 

The Lord will open to you His good treasure, the heavens, to give the rain to your land in its season, and to bless all the work of your hand. You shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow. Deuteronomy 28:12 

I feel led to ask again... here are a few ways you can help us = we still have credit card debt that we are trying hard to pay off - this is because of unexpected expenses & just the cost of living.  It's expensive here in MT.   We are also trying to get to KC in June... surprise Ken's folks for a family reunion, see the many friends we did NOT get to see or say goodbye too.   With Ken not having vacation pay and gas prices, we have a big need.

   Email me at michele@wantinsight.com or call me 913 980 4440.

1.  Facebook Marketing - which I have room for one or two more accounts - this is where I help market your business or ministry on Facebook.  I have had 30+ years sales and marketing and the last 8 years doing Facebook. I took over 40 hours of training and am still actively pursuing further knowledge on how to increase traffic to your page and build a customer base.  I have had huge success with several companies over the years.  I am really geared towards small business.   So if you know of anyone who might want my services, I'd love to chat.

2.  I am also actively doing Thrive Life - long term food storage.   This is great for people who don't like the preparation to cook meals everyday, great for singles & families - no waste, fresh food.  25 year shelf life unopened & 1 year opened (with just a few exceptions).   Kids even love this - they'll eat vegetables right out of the can.   This food is amazing!  You can buy other products in the big box stores or online, but if you were to compare side by side - you would find this is far superior in quality and nutrition.  Thrive Life is the leading company out there.  They are proactive -and offer non-gmo, organic and mostly organic (some items they haven't paid for that label as to keep prices down).   They are a great company to work for.  For those that know me, know I am a foodie.   I've tried many other companies brands before I found this and this is the product I believe in and KNOW is good!   

With the ever increasing need to be prepared, food shortages, inflation, this is something I feel the Lord has asked me to be committed to.  You can check out my website at https://michelecole.thrivelife.com.   There are 3 ways that help me.        You can have a tasting party - and I can do it even long distance - over zoom! 

     a.  Be a customer - start a monthly delivery (can skip months) with a budget you can afford and prepare for what's here and coming.    If you bought from me before but went inactive, we can reactivate your account under my name.    By choosing monthly delivery  over $99 you get free shipping & a 15% discount.  They offer monthly sales that are worth looking at too!   Even the news channels are reporting to expect food shortages!!!!!  

     b.  Refer people to my website who may want to store food.  If you are a customer, you get a referral link.  When you share that link -you get discounts and free food when they order. 

     c.  Become a consultant - hear me out - you don't have to sell unless you want too.  People become consultants for several reasons.  One - they get paid 5% on everything they spend over $50. Did you hear that - you get paid on your own orders.  Two - if you share with friends and family you can build a residual income & earn free food.  Especially in the first 100 days.  Three - some (me) are wanting this to be a way to earn serious cash.  Yes, this is a MLM company - but there compensation plan can be quite lucrative.  I'm still learning all about this... there are some consultants who are "inactive" and still making 6 figures off residual sales  That would be my goal - not to be inactive -but to make a nice living so we can really step into full time ministry when God opens that door.  This would fund that!  

3.  We are trying to sell our timeshares.  We have two.  We have moved away from the area and there is no chance we will get back to use them.  

     Branson - http://rocklane.com/branson-yacht-club/

     2 bedroom, 2 full bath - sleeps 6, full amenities, kitchen, wifi - on the lake - beautiful views.  Down the street from Silver Dollar City.  Quite, peaceful location.   You get to use it 1 week every ODD year for life (but they are flexible on that).  You can also break it up to 3 nights and 4 nights in any given year.  Annual dues $330.  We are asking $5000 (includes closing costs).  Will consider other offers.  You can rent it out when not using yourself and get $500-$750 a week.  We've done that often throughout the years.  This is something you own and can pass down through inheritance.  You can also subscribe to RCI and trade this week for anywhere else.  We did that a couple of times. Branson has great trading ability.  

    Lake of the Ozarks -       http://www.lakeview-resort.com

    This is a studio condo- sleeps 4 - but more comfortable for just 2.  Kitchen & bath.  On the lake - full amenities.  Great out of the way location.  Annual dues $230.  We are asking $3500 (includes closing costs).  This is 1 week a year anytime for life.  

Oh... and great news, I am finally finally finally beginning to write books!  The Lord has put three books on my heart to get written - years ago, He actually put them on my heart.  With my health, lack of sleep it's been challenging to even consider writing.  I began this week and I am encouraged!   

Please let me know how I can pray for you - and how I can celebrate God's goodness with you! 

Hugs, love and prayers.

Ken & Michele Cole 

michele@wantinsight.com

Here are ways you can give if you feel led:

1.  Non tax deductible donations can be made to:

     Ken & Michele Cole, PO Box 1982, Hamilton, MT 59840  

     This is the only way currently we can use funds for our personal needs at this time.  or through 

Paypal - paypal.me/micheleacole 

Venmo- @Michele-Cole-20

Cashapp - cash.app/$micheleacole2019     

2.  Tax deductible options:

     Checks payable to Sonlit Fields, PO Box 1982, Hamilton, MT 59840

     This goes into our ministry account to be used for outreach and saving towards our vision.

     Donor Fund - The Signatry - Ken & Michele Cole - listed under Want InSight Fund.

     7171 W 95th Street, Suite 501, Overland Park, KS 66212

     Phone 913 310 0279

     www.thesignatry,com

     This is an option to keep gifts anonymous - again for outreach and savings toward our vision.

Vision

God has given us a vision to build a retreat property along with ministry equipping center.  

The retreat portion of our ministry is to provide a safe place for pastors, lay leaders & other ministry folks to come and be refreshed & encouraged through prophetic ministry (if wanted).  We will offer private cabins with kitchens & full bathrooms, and plenty of places to roam on the property to get quiet with the Lord. 

We will offer other specialty retreats - marriage, healing, prophetic teaching & activating people into the world & health and wellness retreats and more.  

The Lord has graced us with the desire to come alongside the Church - to bring healing, deliverance & freedom to new/newer believers.  We are not wanting to replace their church, but better help them be ready to serve in their church. 

In our community building - we will eventually have a 24/7 prayer room, healing & prophetic rooms and a place for community worship services for those on the property.  

Our passion is to minister to a lost & hurting world.   To equip the saints to do the same and to be a blessing to our community and surrounding areas.  Our hopes are that we can pour out God's love in a mighty way to bring more and more souls into the Kingdom, get them discipled, called into their purpose & destiny and released to do God's business!!!!  We also have a passion to give generously to help those in need and to help others launch into their God given destinies.  

       

When the Manna Runs Out!

What do you do when manna runs out? 

When there isn't enough to pay the bills?

When things start to break down and wear out and you cannot repair or replace?  

When you are physically in unrelenting pain? When sleep is almost non existent?

When you are emotionally weary, dry and tired?

What do you do when hope is fading?

When the light inside you is dim?

When things are beyond your ability to endure?

What do you do when the grace has lifted?

God gives us promises in His Word..... but what if they are not being made manifest?

The Promise: 

Deuteronomy 29:5-6 Yet the Lord says, “During the forty years that I led you through the wilderness, your clothes did not wear out, nor did the sandals on your feet.  You ate no bread and drank no wine or other fermented drink. I did this so that you might know that I am the Lord your God.” 

The Promise:

Psalm 127:2 In vain you rise early and stay up late, toiling for food to eat-- for he grants sleep to those he loves.

The Promise:

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

The Promise: 

Isaiah 42:3 A bruised reed he will not break, and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out. In faithfulness he will bring forth justice 

The Promise: 

Proverbs 13:12 - Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life. 

The Promise: 

Jeremiah 30:17 "But I will restore you to health and heal your wounds,’ declares the LORD"   

The Promise: 

2 Corinthians 12:9 My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.

Have you ever experienced this?  When the promises don't line up with your circumstances?  What do you do?  How do you go on?  Faith tells us to believe for those things that are unseen.  But for how long? Forever?  In Hebrews many believed God for those things He promised and yet NEVER saw them fulfilled in their lifetime.  How does one endure knowing they may not see the promises?  How does one believe God is still good?  How can one's faith not fail when the weight of their circumstances is more than one can bear?  How do you continue to fix your eyes on Jesus when the walls are closing in?  When will the storm end?  Many questions and only one answer!!! 

THE ONLY ANSWER I HAVE IS THAT GOD HAS PROMISED TO BE WITH US.  HE HAS PROMISED US A FUTURE AND A HOPE. HE HAS PROMISED WE WILL SEE THE GOODNESS OF THE LORD IN THE LAND OF THE LIVING.  OUR HOPE HAS TO BE IN JESUS - JESUS ALONE!  NOT IN THE PROMISES OF HEALING, NOT IN THE PROMISES OF PROVISION, NOT IN THE PROMISES OF A DESTINY, BUT IN HIM ALONE!  WE CAN CONTEND FOR ALL THESE THINGS BUT WE MUST TRUST GOD FOR WHATEVER OUTCOME. THE LORD MUST BE ENOUGH! HIS LOVE FOR US AND OUR LOVE FOR THE LORD MUST BE ENOUGH!! IT'S A CHOICE - WILL WE CHOOSE JESUS DESPITE OUR CIRCUMSTANCES, DESPITE OUR PAIN AND SUFFERING?  

As I'm writing this blog - the song I will survive by Gloria Gaynor keeps running through my head.  (ok, disco mac is still inside  - lol)  I realize it's a secular song - but look at it with spiritual eyes....  

The enemy has been trying to defeat us and you too -  with every negative thing he can throw our way.  He can strip of us of everything like he did Job. We have to make a choice to be ok with that.  The good news is that the enemy cannot take Jesus from us!  He cannot take our hope in the Lord away.  We can choose to not lay down and die!  We can choose to rise again!!   He cannot thwart the plans God has for us!   We will survive!  

So here are the lyrics and the link to listen to it - if you want to!  LOL  but if you do - as you read/listen - think of her singing about the enemy of our soul - instead of her talking about a guy leaving her.  

I Will Survive - Gloria Gaynor

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYkACVDFmeg

At first I was afraid, I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side

But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong

And I grew strong

And I learned how to get along

And so you're back

From outer space

I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face

I should have changed that stupid lock, I should have made you leave your key

If I'd known for just one second you'd be back to bother me

Go on now, go, walk out the door

Just turn around now

'Cause you're not welcome anymore

Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

Do you think I'd crumble

Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh no, not I, I will survive

Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive

I've got all my life to live

And I've got all my love to give and I'll survive

I will survive, hey, hey

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart

Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart

And I spent oh-so many nights just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

But now I hold my head up high and you see me

Somebody new

I'm not that chained-up little person and still in love with you

And so you felt like dropping in and just expect me to be free

Well, now I'm saving all my lovin' for someone who's loving me

Go on now, go, walk out the door

Just turn around now

'Cause you're not welcome anymore

Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye

Do you think I'd crumble

Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh no, not I, I will survive

Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive

I've got all my life to live

And I've got all my love to give and I'll survive

I will survive

Oh

Go on now, go, walk out the door

Just turn around now

'Cause you're not welcome anymore

Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye

Do you think I'd crumble

Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh no, not I, I will survive

Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive

I've got all my life to live

And I've got all my love to give and I'll survive

I will survive

I will survive

Songwriters: Dino Fekaris / Frederick J. Perren

I Will Survive lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

If you have been blessed by this ministry or feel led to support what God is doing through us - financially, below are a few options.  Your generosity and your prayer support is greatly appreciated and needed as we continue to walk in faith and God's calling. 

Megablessings  - 

Ken & Michele Cole

http://www.wantinsight.com

michele@wantinsight.com, ken@wantinsight.com

Tax deductible & non tax deductible donations can be made: 

1.  Checks made payable to Sonlit Fields, PO Box 371, El Dorado Springs, MO 64744 or if you prefer anonymous giving - you can give through our Donor Fund 

2.  Non tax deductible donations can be made directly to us by:  THIS IS THE FASTEST WAY TO GET MONEY TO US FOR DAILY USE. 

 Paypal - www.paypal.com  (michele@wantinsight.com) 

3. Donor Fund - Contact The Signatry - Ken & Michele Cole - Want InSight Fund -   Tax deductible 

    7171 W. 95th Street, Suite 501

Overland Park, KS 66212

    Phone: 913.310.0279

  Fax: 913.227.0254     www.thesignatry.com 

Vision

God has given us a vision to build a retreat property along with ministry equipping center.  

The retreat portion of our ministry is to provide a safe place for pastors, lay leaders & other ministry folks to come and be refreshed & encouraged through prophetic ministry (if wanted).  We will offer private cabins with kitchens & full bathrooms, and plenty of places to roam on the property to get quiet with the Lord. 

We will offer other specialty retreats - marriage, healing, prophetic teaching & activating people into the world & health and wellness retreats and more.  

The Lord has graced us with the desire to come alongside the Church - to bring healing, deliverance & freedom to new/newer believers.  We are not wanting to replace their church, but better help them be ready to serve in their church. 

In our community building - we will eventually have a 24/7 prayer room, healing & prophetic rooms and a place for community worship services for those on the property.  

Our passion is to minister to a lost & hurting world.   To equip the saints to do the same and to be a blessing to our community and surrounding areas.  Our hopes are that we can pour out God's love in a mighty way to bring more and more souls into the Kingdom, get them discipled, called into their purpose & destiny and released to do God's business!!!!  We also have a passion to give generously to help those in need and to help others launch into their God given destinies.